I am deeply sorry for everything I did in the past.
Everything that I said and all my actions that I did that may had offended or even hurt you,
I am deeply sorry and hopefully it wouldn't happen again.
The way I act and times that I don't care about how people feel,
I know how it hurts now.
Times when I don't tolerate and I can't control my temper, sorry.
If I don't know then I can't care, and perhaps I should change about that part too.
It may not be easy, but I have to try.
I hope that everyone supports me through this. That includes you too.
Tell me if I am wrong, and point out my mistakes.
I wouldn't know when I am wrong if mistakes is the only thing that I have ever made.
Now I know what is the meaning of friends,
people that they care, trust, love and help me through thick and thin.
I am your friend if you are mine. You have to accept me for who I am at times too.
It's not funny that I want to change. So don't laugh, help instead.
Because everyones deserves a second chance. Here's mine.
So, put the past away and forgive & forget about everything that I did that had offended or even hurt you.
I can't help it if you still hate me. Think twice. It's stupid if you still do. Agree?
Watch me as I turn into a new leaf.
It'll take a long time, no surprise. ;]
I am not fine, in pain here.